*CoLtOnS mOvIng To OkLahOma... :(.. i WiLL miSS yOu bUt I WoNT foRgEt You..EVer!

Today was a pretty good day.. but i have some bad news.. i found out last night that Colton is moving to Oklahoma.. even though he thinks i dont care and i wont miss him.. i want to say that he is the ONLY guy that has ever treated me good.. and i want to say im sorry for being such a bitch to you.. you deserve better.. and you will find better... and your wrong because i will definatly miss you.. well not that it matters but lyndsey and lexi are at sheas for the 100000000000 night in a row.. he says they are just "friends" and he doesnt like either of them "that way".. which i wouldnt know why he would anyway.. but its hard to believe him when they are over there all the time.. i mean i believe the fact that he doesnt like them like that but he could still be doing shit with them just to use them.. and he gets mad at me for calling another guy.. fuck that.. anyways.. i am coming home thursday morning.. and me and nikki are hanging out~! i cant wait.. i need to get fucking DRUNK!!..today i went boating at 3 mile lake.. that was the first time i went in FOREVER.. but it was really fun.. I talked to Jenny today for about an hour.. i think were going to hang out with colton when i get back.. hopefully we can convince him not to leave.. i also got to talk to kari today!.. i miss her so much.. well i called dustys phone and she was over there.. we are definatly hanging out when i get back.. Jackel too~!!!.. well nothing else has really changed.. im still impatiently waiting for the fair to start.. i'm starting to plan stuff for my senior pictures.. me and nikki have this really good idea.. we are going to come down here to my grammas and have my mom take them and then nikki knows someone who can get them printed off so that they look really professional.. i cant wait.. SoMetHIng else im looking forward too is spring break this year.. Me, Nikki, Deana and Monica are all going to CALIFORNIA.. I cant wait.. this year is going to be a blast.. at this point i have 19 credits .. i only need 2 more!!.. and i have to take government and econ.. which will be hard .. but i just need to PASS so i can get the FUCK out of that SCHOOL~!.. ohh yea i got to pick out my number today for fall ball.. number 9 .. i havent had that number since i started high school.. it was my number through all of GVLL.. its great~!.. i also found out that amanda mason is playing fall ball on my team.. this will be really good since my dad use to date her mom.. and i know he still has feelings for her.. plus my mom will be there.. i have a feeling theres going to be lots of drama.. ohh well it will be fun anyways.. well i gotta go make some phone calls~!.. PeAcE!